Are you fucking kidding me?!
After all that, after she saves your goddam life. You’re gonna threaten to shoot her?
when i was younger and even sometimes today. I though that I’d meet a person or a group of people who would somehow just magically fix all my insecurities and anxieties. And that i should wait until said magical repair happened for before taking any large risk or getting outside of my comfort zone. Eventually i realized that I’d have to get over those fears and just push myself to do the things i was / still am waiting to have fixed.
honestly I have to keep reminding myself to get outside of the safety of waiting for this magical repair to happen so that I can do the things i want to do.